I have had a difficult year—but the pain within my pain, the last turn of the screw, has been the impossibility of knowing what you wanted of me, and what you felt for me...

我这一年过得很艰难，但痛中之痛，最后一击，是无法知道你想要我怎样，你对我的感觉是什么……

My life was better before I knew you. That is, for me, the sad conclusion of this sad year. And it is a bitter thing to say to the one being one has ever loved d’amour.

在认识你之前，我过得更好。这是我对这悲伤的一年做出的悲伤结论。要把这句话对一个曾经爱过的人说出口，真是无比苦涩。

In you Hate was always stronger than Love.

在你的心中，恨总是比爱强烈。

You came to me to learn the Pleasure of Life and the Pleasure of Art. Perhaps I am chosen to teach you something much more wonderful, the meaning of Sorrow, and its beauty.

当初你投向我，是为了领悟生命的欢娱和艺术的欢愉。而也许冥冥中注定，我要教你一些奇妙得多的东西——痛苦的意义，以及它的美好。

You must do as you please with respect to the child. I could wish that it might be done soon, that my name may be no more mentioned to you...I am glad you are satisfied with your own conduct.

至于孩子，请务必怎么高兴怎么处理。我希望这件事能尽快解决，我希望我的名字不会再出现在你的生活里……我很高兴你对自己的所作所为感到满意。

I now solemnly assure you, that this is an eternal farewell.

我郑重向你保证，这就是永别。

It is strange that, in spite of all you do, something like conviction forces me to believe that you are not what you appear to be.

奇怪的是，尽管你坏事做绝，但却有一种意念总迫使我相信，你并不是你所表现得那样。

I part with you in peace.

与你分手，我内心平静。

I am now and always will be too old, and that's the truth, and I can't get away from the fact that you're just a boy – a kid.

我对你来说太老了，现在是这样，将来也永远如此，这就是事实。而且我无法回避一点：你只是个男孩，一个孩子。

And I hope and pray that after you thought things out, you’ll be able to forgive me and start a wonderful career and show what a man you really are.

我希望并祈祷，当你想明白后，你会原谅我，你将前程似锦，成为一名真正的男子汉。

It pains me to admit it, but Socrates was right about you. You are incapable of thinking about anyone but yourself. 

要承认这点很痛苦，但苏格拉底说的一点没错。你除了自己完全不会考虑别人。